Life has changed so much...

Where do I start? In August of 2020 both the youngest and I had COVID and a few days before she developed COVID her eyes starting turning very red and bloodshot. Eye doc said pinkeye but I knew it wasn't that but what can you do when she develop COVID a few days later. It took me until October before she quit showing signs of COVID and when I did get her to the eye doc she was already blind with glaucoma. The mom in me feels so bad I couldn't get her in faster to save her eyesight. It is what it is now. She had three eye surgeries to help reduce the pressure and now is on eye drops to keep it down. She is doing good though and adjusting. Me, I found a new job in 2021 and work from home now. I really like it. Been there for over a year and half now and feel like this company really cares about you. My supervisor has our backs and that is great. I use less gas which is even better. Of course, kid still has to go to daycare but its not that bad. The oldest still doesn't talk to me much and I haven't seen my grand babies in about 2 years either. Maybe once or twice but that is it. Still hurts how she treats me but its on her when she goes before God and has to explain why she didn't honor her Mother. That's my life in a nutshell....