A huge step...

I am taking a huge step this evening. I am going out dancing. Yes, I said dancing. No, not on a date..that would be too huge of a step. Meeting a girlfriend at a club and we both will proceed inside like we know what we are doing and have ourselves together. Inside, I am a bundle of nerves awaiting the smallest hint of disaster saying I can't go. I've even worked myself up to a headache. But going I am, unless of course, I get paged to go to work then I can sigh with blessed relief that yes, I am saved. : )