Night out on the town...

Well, I did it. I went out for the first time in about five or six years. It wasn't as hard as I thought it would be. Now I just have to decide is this something I want to do again or do I just go back into my shell and think about what I can't have? I've never been one to like a person based on looks but I was watching the men and women there last night and I felt as if it was the last of the human dregs all out searching for that one person who they could be with. I hate feeling that way. My books are looking so much better now...