Some days you just feel as if you aren't all there...

There are some days when my thoughts are far away yet close by and I feel lost, alone, and confused as to which direction I should go in this world. I wonder sometimes what my future will hold and if I am doing the things right in the NOW to ensure I get THERE in the future. Living one day at a time seems to be the only way I can function most of the time. No plans, no hopes, no dreams, and most of all, no needing for things to change from what they are now to what might be in my dreams. Some days you just feel as if you aren't all there...or that you really don't want to be there...