If you only knew the secrets my heart speaks of when no one is around. The dreams I have, the wants, the needs. I always go for the unattainable. I don't know why. Perhaps because what I see is so much better than what I have now. There is something I want right now but I am so afraid to ask for it. Afraid of being told no. Rejection is cruelest from someone you like. So I pretend to myself, it's okay. Being friends is all you need to be. Wanting a bit more, needing a bit more, is not yours to ask. Maybe some day...I will get my wish.